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YOUR BODY ON FIRE

The following words are only preliminary and subject to change, so, if the show up again in some alternate manner, just remember, this is premeditated arson....PEACE.

YOUR BODY ON FIRE

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I Want To Set You On Fire

Just To Set You A-Light

I Want To Hand- Feed Your Flames

To Keep You Burning All Night

.

I Want You To Know The Desire

Of Being Hot And On Fire

I Want To Consume You

And Set You On Fire

.

I Want You To Burn Me

And Redden My Skin

I Want You To Taste Me

Broiled Over Your Sins

.

I Want To Lick The Hot Flames

Leaping Out Of Your Furnace

And Stir The Warm Ashes

Of Your Smoldering Coals

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I Want To Kindle Within You

That Blistering Might

That Urgent Delivery

Of Heat In The Night

.

Your Body In Flames

Your Body Inflammes

I Just Want To Take You

Spread The Fire Within

.

You Set Me On Fire

Your Body Inflammes

My Spark To Your Tinder

Your Body In Flames

.

I Want To Consume You

Your Body Inflammes

.

This Forest Of Lust

That Covets The Ash

I Want To Consume You

Like A Match In The Grass

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One Time To Show You

One Time To Know You

One Time To Own You

One Time Below You

.

One Memory Of Fire

To Echo For Life

One Echo Of Fire

For The Time Of Your Life

.

I Want To Consume You

And Set You On Fire

.

Your Body In Flames

Your Body Inflammes

You Set Me On Fire

Your Body Inflammes

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(c)2008AT8FATES

10/20/08

8:30 am

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AND FINALLY...

And finally...
Sept.
3, 2008

...And Finally

I dont think anymore
I stress and I worry
My sleep is filled with new experiences
...and Dead people

How do I Dream again?

Let my visions bring reality...

My Life is overshadowed
by a failing heart and false hope
Quietly refrain from the game
and try to proudly grow old

What is it that you expect from me
the respectfully insane?

Let my visions become reality...

You say you know me but you dont understand
My hair keeps on a growing though I shave like a man
My time keeps on a coming count the deserts by sand
Tomorrow is a new day but today's where I am

The road of life has led me nowhere
that I havent twice been

Let my visions be reality...

Funny how some will live their lives
expecting something more grand
I dont believe that there has ever been
a source of laughter deep within

And finally...

...and then we meet again
where my visions have always been...

(c)2008AT8FATES


PEACE.

THOU, MASTER

THOU, MASTER.

Slow

Slow but wth a purpose

Firm with Your convictions

Faith in Your Beliefs

 

Be Just

Just as You can be

Know Your limitations

and always reach beyond them

 

Explore Yourself

and always Trust what You discover

Denial is the only sin

Regret the retribution

 

You Are

One Soul until the end

and being alone does not breed loneliness

 

Just one Master have You

that Thou shalt bow down to no man

 

Thou, Master.

(c)2008AT8FATES

RIVERBYNINE

RIVERBYNINE

SOUL OF THE RIVER
BORNE AWAY FROM HOME
CONFINED WITHIN ITS FLOWING FREEDOM
FORCED TO FLOW AWAY
CONTENTMENT COMES OCCASIONALLY
FIND THE REST SPORATICALLY
FORCED TO FLOW AWAY
CURRENTLY SWELLING LIESURELY
GIFTING MOVEMENT TO THE SCENERY
FORCED TO FLOW AWAY
CONTEMPLATOR OF LIFE
SEEKING SPIRITUALITY
WIELDER OF THE GLEAMING KNIFE
FINDER OF DUALITY
FORCED TO FLOW AWAY
DESIGNED BY SWAY OF SERPENTINE

CONSIGNED TO PLAGUE THE QUARANTINE
FORCED TO FLOW AWAY
DESTINY ATTAINED BY DESTINATION
DETERMINATION OF PRO-CREATION
DIEING TO FLOW AWAY
UNREPENTING COMMON NOTION
UNRELENTING CONSTANT MOTION
FORCED TO GO THE WAY
BI-SOLAR EMISSIONARIES
COMMUTERO ENDER DAS FISSURIES
SARCASM FROM THE ADVERSARY
MOCKS THE WARNING OF TOTALITY
FORCED TO SLIP AWAY
EXTERNAL REACTION IMPLYS CONSENTMENT
INFERNAL ATTRACTION DENIES THE MOMENT
ETERNAL EXPANSION DEFINES COMMITMENT
INTERNAL DISTRACTION DEFIES THE SENTIENT
BORNE TO KNOW THE WAY

(C)2008AT8FATES

UNRESTRAINED

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UNRESTRAINED

Soul upon Soul My Body waits

To Breathe with every Breath You take

A Single Beat Two Hearts to make

In Love We Seek...In Love Awake

Envisioned Shadows of Rainbow Glows

The Pastel Shades of Heart-Shine Floes

A Thousand Words from Eyes now closed

Caress the Flesh of Warmth Un-clothed...

red_rose2

Within this Act of Passioned Tamed

Unknown Pleasures now Re-named

Dreams to Awaken and lay Un-shamed

From the Play of Lovemaking Unrestrained

red-roses

(C)2008AT8FATES

unposted notes part two...(again, Why?)

...for reals man, i think im way finished with Spiritual/Religious anything... nobody listens any more, niether to themselves nor the universe...and certainly not to me. and if the whole fuckin thing is gonna boil down to a quick and easy alibi for murdering kids i dont want no part of it anyway...I promise ya now that if those "parents" get away with this bullshit im outta here man cause i would rather be thier preacher than live in the same world that allows this kind shit under the first amendment...and thats another thing how the fuck can we continue to uphold the fuckin a constitution of what america used to be when one of its fuckin "amendments" gives a fuckin barn animal the right to murder thier oldest daughter in order that they can fill the other 3 kids so full of shit about thier oldest sister and closest friend being offed  for thier better life and relationship with newly reformed, 2 hour class informed, (but more importantly) state sanctioned spiritually enlightened role models of the new american pastime...fuckin OJ should have that this fast he would still have enough money that he wouldnt have to rob live people any more....

Im sick of it all man...even the thought of being spirituall enlightened makes me fuckin sick.

And to be a part of this collective consciousnes at the conclusion of  this nausiating ride?...I would rather just head on down to tha farm and roll around in the fuckin mud with the pigs for eternity eating my own shit and hoping for gods next barbque he can fuckin eat me...and my last fuckin vibration of energy is going to go to my one true goal of existence...making that motherfucker choke...to the end of his self created eternity...im actually looking forward to it..i think ill start practicing with eating the cat shit ...might as well  get hell outta the way first huh?

sorry man,i dont know what love is anymore and probably wouldnt fall fall for it again anyway.

Peace?...cant believe in something ive never had before...no wait a minute, i take that back...this first amendment alibi says i got the right to do that...if ya cant have faith in an amendment... what can you have faith in?...

(thats a question...dewed, here, its your hit)

Good luck and roses...Now THERE... there is something to really believe in... Fuckin A'...wanna be god? im always taking apps. for more qualified personel...might as well give it a shot...all candidates considered equal until thier first act of creation...yours will be...to create me a secretary cause im going on vacation...ooops wait...two, two secretaries... cause im going on vacation.
afuckinloha


I LOVE YOU

I LOVE YOU

"I need Someone like You to help me carry on..."

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When I close my eyes

I can sense Your moving within me

When they are closed real tight

I can feel You sighing inside of me.

In your mysterious ways

I always know when You are about me...

And I Love You.

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I Love You with all of my heart-

And even though we're apart

I still Love You...

(Listen to me Love You now...)

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Every song that I sing says I Love You

Like the tightest of braids- how I Love You

Words that Ring True now and then

Show I Loved You.

Woven rings on my hand

say "I Love You."

Love songs spun in a band

Sing "I Love You."

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A promise of Gold

(I Love You)

A Treasure I hold

(I Love You)

I sing so Youre told

(I Love You)

'Till we're both Lovin' old

(I Love You)

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My Heart never sold

(I Love You)

One moment of Truth

(I Love You)

I trade all of my youth

(I Love You)

Every nail, hair and tooth

( 'cause I Loved You)

I'll play 'till Youre soothed

(How I Love You)

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I gave You my hand 'cause I Loved You

And with all that I Am I still Love You

In every Way that I can I will Love You

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Accepting this Band

Say "I Love You."

A small Promise turned Grand

Sing: "I Love You."

"You dance when You stand..."

(God, I Love You).

Let Me See You Dance Again...

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I Love You

I Love You

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I Love You

I Love You

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I Love You

I Love You

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I Love You

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Thats Right...

I Love YOU.

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(C)2008AT8FATES

3-17-08

4:58 AM.

Rewrite of "Seasoned"


 ...And then the Summer comes
Dressed in Winter Memories
of Frozen Flesh that never Warms...
In the Summer Sun.
 
Silence Dies by Daily Drowning
In the icy ponds of Summer Love.
 I Awaken tanned and blistered...
 
Hide
 
Shrouded in the Shivered chill
The Shadow of Summer Heat
Shimmering still and Lifeless
Out In the Summer Street
 
Dry
 
The Frozen Wasted-Land.
Splash into the flowing sands
Diluted waves of river sand
An empty dream
Trade for a drink

FOR DORIS: REMEMBER.

FOR DORIS: REMEMBER.

Know Me

I See Flowers in The Sunshine

and Rainbows 'round The Moon

I hear Laughter in The Forest

and Love in every Tune

I heard Nature as a Child

as It called from Far Beyond

Now we have just grown wild

and we sing a different song

Feel Me

I want to stop you where youre standing

and take you by the hand

We'll reach through Time Forgotten

to a Not So Foriegn land

Do you remember what you Dreamed for?

And the worlds you tried to make?

Your Dreams are still Foundations

though theyre drifting in your wake

Hear Me

Dreams are not forgotten

though sometimes They will rust

and Hope is often tarnished

when It is hidden in the dust

But Wonder is a Diamond

and Faith an uncut stone

that has fallen from your pockets

as you walked away from Home

See Me

These were Treasures found by Children

once so long ago

Now Theyre cast about in shadows

by you who begged for 'growth'

But Wonder is a Diamond

and Faith an uncut stone

and Dreams are not forgotten

when tarnished Hope is shone

So lets stop here where we're standing

and  LOVE  with  ALL  we can

to raise the  NATURE  of the Child

to become The Love Of Man.

PEACE.

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(C)1995-2008AT8FATES

Spore-Attic Influence


Spore Attic Influence.


Love Rains Down
Forming Molten Pools
A Man Stands Burning
As His Soul Takes Flight...
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Reality Flows
Upon Crested Waves
Devoured In Flames
Die The Vested Knaves
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Lucid Sands
Sparkle In The Dark
Pharoahs Hands
Make Love To A Harp
Falcon Lands
Sharing Peace With Lark
Wise Man Stands
To See Truth Twice Marked
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Asphyxiating Heart-Break
Ever Near
A Symbiotic Love Game
Never Fear
Accentuating Fore-Play
Lifeless Peer
Apocolyptic Crown Name
Hazy Smear
Judicialistic Hand-Outs
Quote The Ian-Sane:
"Common Cunning Linguist"
AT8FLAMES

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(c)2006AT8FATES

a letter to Hillary

Heres an excerpt of a letter that I just sent to Hillary Clinton....

If you agree and you can state it in a better way, DO IT!

Lets keep this Obomba Clown somewhere that his puppet strings wont "accidently" strangle any more AMERICANS...

On the other hand, any feedback contrary to my personal opinions can bite me... Simply, because I give less than a fuck about your opinion if you disagree...Have A Nice Day and go hang yourself...

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            "....maybe you can have someone check out that other guys Birth Records...I dont think he was even born in "America"...


              "...and if the American Public actually chooses to believe that he was, maybe you can ask him if he has a true grasp of  how the "real"  youth of America are instilled with American Values ON A DAILY BASIS.

               "...EVERY DAY IN AMERICAN SCHOOLS our children are brought up AS AMERICANS.

    From the moment They wake up in the AMERICAN MORNING until the moment they fall asleep in the AMERICAN EVENING, (AND EVERY AMERICAN MOMENT IN BETWEEN), they are BRED TO BE AMERICANS...

   "...There IS NO OTHER WAY TO BECOME AN AMERICAN other than that..."

                   "...ask him if he is aware of these FACTS, since he, being an american and all, should be..."

                                     -----------------------------------

    "BEING 'BORN IN AMERICA'  DOES NOT AN AMERICAN MAKE."

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                               GOOD LUCK AND ROSES, HILLARY!
                                                 To You and Yours...
                                                            Peace,
              
                                                      John Jn. Brennan
                                                      American
                                                   ...stuck in Utah.

YOUR ROSE-BUD SIGHS

YOU MIGHT RECOGNIZE PARTS OF THIS FROM "MAY 25, 2006"...I DIDNT LIKE IT THAT WAY SO I CHANGED IT A BIT...SO, HERE IT IS, AGAIN...SOMEWHAT.

PEACE,

AT8FATES

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  YOUR ROSE-BUD SIGHS

     I'm gonna stand up now

From where I sit here

Watching

     And I'm gonna walk over to you

To where you sit there

In silence

     And I'm gonna reach out my hand

and grab the back of your head

and with a fist full of hair

I'm gonna free you

from there

     And know this:

Where you resist, I'll use force

So you've really no choice

     I'm gonna make you look at me

and then youre gonna see:

In my eyes shines your reflection

     Then I'm going to look into you

and from your eyes I will know You:

Who You Are

and Who You Are To Me

     Im gonna crawl into your Heart

by every Fabled Twist-of-Fate

     My every thought of you is Thinking

to entwine myself about you

with a million miles of tempered Feelings

     Every night A Thousand Years

spent Shaping and Perfecting

     Every action intent on Purpose

to mingle with Emotion

     Creating by Divine Desire

designs to keep my Daylight-Dreams alive

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     You tie me down with Timid Cries

then softly you release me

     For your Pleasure I keep you bound

in silk with Satin Lies:

a certain cunning to keep you teased

until you rush in Rose-bud Sighs

     I ride you while you kiss the sky

coming in where you came from

     I ride you high as you Become

flushed with Royal-Rosebud Sighs

     I ride your waves as night-time fades

and kiss your cooling body slow

     Come the flicking across your face:

the Dance of Sunrise glow

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     Heavens Voice is calling me

in droning tones it follows me

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     Tonight I come in Even's shades

riding high the Full-moon Waves

     Enveloped in the Ecstasy

of Going Down with Fantasy:

     "I am the Island in Salt-sea Ocean

     You are the Sunset:

Velvet-pink Fire

     Coming to me in rippling waves

I hear your fluid Cries

     My crested Answers splash against

your swelling Rose-bud Sighs

     Your crashing body keeps me wet

within your reach

     I Love the way your Ocean shows

     I Love to taste your sweat

     I Love the way your Shoreline knows

     How I Love to give you What I Get

     The Sands of Fantasy fall from Present

     The Hands of Pleasure seek Revisit

     Time spent Dreaming shines bright The Past

     Some words have Meaning but fly too fast

     Some sounds have Color

so I've Heard in Your Eyes

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     Sometimes I still Taste You

and the Scent of your Rose-bud Sighs...

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(c)2008AT8FATES

 

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY

(couple o' days ago,  I guess...)

THE ANGEL SCALE

The Angel Scale
Where are you on the Angel Scale?...
Do you still pray for Heaven
when you're living in Hell?...
Is Love still The Goal
of your sinful human soul?...
Do you still reach for Peace
before your own worldly needs?...
Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...
Do you cry when the clouds weep?...
Do you sing when the birds sleep?...
Does your Heart soar at Sunrise,
or Bleed when a Soul cries
for a Brother on the quick nail?...
Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...
Can you leave this world for another place,
or walk unseen through the human race?...
Can your Soul bear the pain
of anothers dying life, lived in vain?...

Beside your face do the flowers still pale?...
Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...
Will you give Hope with your last dying breath,
or chase your own ego,even through death?...
Do you consider your Life
as a Gift from Above, as a stepping-stone,
to teach you of Love?...
Do you have the Faith to write your own tale?
Are you Humble enough to admit when you fail?
Are you worthy enough to defend us from hell?
Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...

Where are you on the Angel Scale?...



~~Talisman~~
nov.1995

SOME SPIIRITS DREAM...

SOME SPIRITS DREAM

Some Spirits Dream...
...Dream of Beauty...
Look upon Me...
...While I'm Waking...

She Was...
...Saying Something...
...Some Slanted Lines, And...
About Some Childs Game...
...Some Backward Hexes and...
An Angels Name, but...
Something Different...

Hear...
She Said...
...and She was gone...
...On and
On... Ahead...

So, now, from under...
...what She said...
This Spell I Wonder...
...what She said...
My Dreams of Thunder,and...
...what She said...
The Light of... First Life...
...that fills my head,
with...
what She said...

Shine About Me...
Is what she said...
Shine About Me...
Is All She Said...
Shine About Me...
Fills my head with
Shine About Me,
Shine About Me,
Shine About Me,
Shine About Me,
Shine Without Me Is...
What...
She...
Said...



~~Talisman~~

SEASONED...(a three-part thingy...here are 2 of the 3...)

SEA-ZONED
 
Those Waves That Dress
andthe Way They flow-
Tongue Taste Lips
and the Eyes that Know...
 
So, Long Ago
Many Hearts, Along The Road-
All Mine
Tarnished Glow and Still
You Shine
From World to World
I Steal
From Word to Word You rarely show
A Sign
I've lost My Mind.
 
And still You're there
away from Me
Always
Away from Me and
Why?
...
=========================
 
 ...And then the Summer comes
with Winter Memories and
Frozen Flesh that never Warms...
In the Summer Sun.
 
Silence Dies
Daily Drowning
In the icy ponds of Summer Love.
 
Awaken tanned and blistered
hide
Shivered chill of Summer Heat
Shimmering still
In the Summer Street
 
Dry
The Frozen Wasted-Land.
An empty dream...
Trade for a drink.

TODAY IS SAID AND DONE

            TODAY IS SAID AND DONE           
 
  Of Ones Desire, Yesterday,
Yesterday, One would hesitate...
 
  Today
...is Said and Done.
 
  In Silence,
  bring Tomorrows Chance:
Erotic Union History...
 
Imagination Ebb Real Today.
Crashing Tides and Flowing Passions
Come Real Today
By Every Staring Glance and Pattern.
 
Today Is...Said and Done.
 
Fervent Rhythns -Rise and Fall.
Silent Thunder, WaterFalls.
Velvet Grasp of Shallow Halls,
Fluid Motion Behind Hard Walls.
 
Untold Stories Held Within:
Of Coming Glorys:
 Again and Again...
 
Today 'Tis Said...
...And Done.
 
Dawn Is Breathless Come the Morning...
 
Today is Said and Done.
 
Desire,
 Come Stronger In the Light,
Of  Sacred Fire AS Pain Takes Flight.
While Inhibition Fades with Night,
Dawns Penetration does bring Delight...
 
Today Is Said and Done.
 
Tomorrows Cup Is Drunk Today.
 
Today 'Tis Said,
...So Done.
 
Yesterday Lies, with No Defeat.
Tomorrow,  Will Rise...
Today -Complete.
 
The Goal To Come Is In The End.
The Goal To Come Is In The End.
 
The Goal To Come:  Within The End.
 
The Goal: To Come Within...
The End.
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(C)2008 ATFATES
01-18-08 10:05 AM.
 
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